My Mom, Lorelai, and Beast

I have a weird dream last night (though, i never have a not weird dream). so, it started at india where me, my mom, my dad, and my brother have to get different kind of food for a party at my grandparents' house. apparently, we have to collected all kind of food around the world. and apparently, we have an 'apparate and disapparate' power to go to one place to another place. so, last place that we visited was india. after collected the food (i don't remember what kind of food that we get), we're just holding hand, and voila we're in my grandparents' house in Bali. i love this power, so much.

i don't know how, why, and when i start to fight with my mom. i don't remember what's the problem, we're just yelling each other. Being tired, we stopped yelling and talking to each other. a cold war. i realized that i hate a cold war. so i tried to get closer to my mom, and said "let's talk". and she just said "okay". and we sit in a couch and start our talking session. we share our thought and our opininion about the problem.

I think why suddenly i dream about this 'talking session' is because currently i'm watching Gilmore Girls. I really love the mother-daughter relationship that Rory and Lorelai have. Lorelai can be Rory's mom, best friend, daughter, dad, even her little sister, because sometimes Lorelai act like a 12 years old kid. i love how Rory can tell everything about her to Lorelai. About her study, friends, movies, food, music, love, boyfriends, she can tell them easily to Lorelai. I envy Rory for that (i envy her for 3 cute boys that always around him also). it doesn't mean that i never tell anything to my mom. But, sometimes it's a little awkward for me, if suddenly i said to my mom, "oh my god mom, i met him this morning and it made my heart fluttering." or something like this "oh mom, changmin is so gorgeous, can i keep him?" or "mom, have you heard Lenka's new album?". For me, there're still some things that i can't share with my mom.

Back to my dream, and it's the best part. Seems like it's passed forward, suddenly it's morning. Me and my family were standing in front of  our grandparents' house. Little busy there, because we wanted to go to camping. A family camping. Then, i realized, in front of me, 6 man were standing, and i know their face. Beast. Yeah, all members of Beast are my family. I remember Doojoon bring a badminton racket, Yoseob use a short pants and sling bag. Yoseob just like a little cousin to me. But i don't remember the rest (i'm not sure is gikwang bring a guitar or not). I just remember that i'm flirting to Dongwoon :D (why do i flirt to my own family). He looked absolutely handsome there :D. and then i wake up.

I wake up and just feeling weird. Why Beast suddenly? Doesn't mean that i don't like them. I like them, but not too into them. Just weird and random.